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A lot of people would probably tell you I write porn, and they're not completely wrong! But with any good erotic book there's also gotta' be a good story. I adore creating worlds and characters. A lot of me goes into both, and I love my characters like they were flesh and blood. Sorry for all the crap I put you through, characters!

I currently have 3 Adult Romance books released: Beauty in the Breakdown, Seeing Red, and Lucky Seven.

You can e-mail me at: ELEsch01@gmail.com. I hope to hear from you!

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Lucky Seven

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Dante Mathers, college student, fifth year, has a track record for being dishonest with himself, and is about to undergo the biggest, scariest change of his life.

Dante's forced himself to go out with girls in the past and he does it again when he's approached by the beautiful Serena one day on campus, desperate to prove to himself that he's "normal." But when he loses a drinking contest and is dared to go to the next campus GLBT meeting by his best friend, he’s not sure how to handle it. Sure, he could blow it off and say he went, but something nagging at the back of his mind compels him to go anyway. After all, he’s had problems with intimacy in the past and his first crush was a boy in high school. But is he really forcing himself to go, or is he finally starting to be honest with himself? No need to overthink this, Dante tells himself. It'll be get in, get out. No need to talk to anyone. Easy, right?

But then he meets Sven. Sexy, toned, wearing a leather jacket with spiked up bleach-blond hair, Sven's bad-boy flare sticks out on campus and catches Dante's eye. But there's more to Sven than his punkish looks, and Dante's about to find out all the sultry little details.

Seeing Red

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What would you do if you lost five years of freedom? If everything you'd ever known was torn away from you, all because the one person you counted on to save you didn't come through?

This is the cruel reality for Gabriel “Red” Thatcher, convicted at age nineteen for the murder of his father. Now twenty-five and eight months out of prison, Red has nothing to his name and no one to help him. He is carrying close to him a rage hotter than white flames. Had his sister just testified on his behalf in court, he could have been spared the horrible things that happened to him in the doghouse. Things that'll make him never look at intimacy the same way again.

Red can't take swallowing his bitter rage alone anymore. Unable to kill the growing loneliness and ire with time, he heads into the Flower District in search of a gay bar to drown his sorrows. There he meets the bubbly, easy-on-the-eyes Silo Winters.

When Red learns that Silo did three years in prison for an accidental oil fire, he brings Silo home, not so much for a wild romp as to relieve his aching loneliness. Besides if anyone will understand Red's pain it'll be Silo, who's gone through some of the same horrors he has. However, he definitely doesn't count on Silo becoming so much more than a sexy shoulder to lean on. Now, if only Red can learn to let him in.

Beauty in the Breakdown

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Luke Martin Cleary isn't out of the closet to his brother, and that's always been okay since he isn't involved. Then he meets Rowan, a fragile man with a dark past and one hot body. But Rowan's heart and body are broken and guarded, and it's going to take a lot of love to touch someone so completely untouchable. Literally.

Rowan Wilheim Nails is a man in pain. Ever since an abusive falling out with his ex-boyfriend, he's developed a phobia of being touched by another person--a phobia of being hurt again. So when Luke and Rowan meet at a bar and end up at Luke's apartment later on, Rowan is skeptical of spending the night in Luke's bed. There's only one thing he can do to make touching Luke's skin bearable--get drunk.

Luke hates Rowan's coping method, but how can he help change it when he doesn't understand Rowan's situation? By getting involved, he decides, even if that means divulging his secret to his brother. And so Luke begins breaking Rowan and his walls down, slowly and tenderly and maybe a little more roughly in the bedroom, but definitely without hurting him again. No matter how long it takes or how untouchable Rowan claims to be, Luke is determined to heal Rowan so that one day there'll be nothing between their hearts but each other's skin.

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If you can't afford or simply do not like to use portable E-readers (or do not have an Apple product), there's another way you can enjoy Beauty in the Breakdown and other great books from Loose Id at home or on the go from your PC!

This program is called Adobe Digital Editions (published only by the Adobe corporation). It can be found here:


The program allows you to read E-books as you would on an E-reader. It is easy to use and easy to register, and completely free.

Simply open Adobe Digital Editions after downloading it from the Adobe website. Then after downloading an E-book from a retail site, save the file on your PC somewhere you can find it later. Open the location where you have saved the file, and click and drag it to the main Adobe Digital Editions window (this requires Adobe DE to be open and running). Now anytime you open Adobe DE again, your book(s) will be there waiting for you. Simply click the one you want and begin reading!

Note: Your books will only open properly in Adobe DE if you keep your E-book files on the PC you use Adobe DE on. Adobe DE cannot recognize content not in the files of your computer, so make sure to never delete your saved E-book files.

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