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A lot of people would probably tell you I write porn, and they're not completely wrong! But with any good erotic book there's also gotta' be a good story. I adore creating worlds and characters. A lot of me goes into both, and I love my characters like they were flesh and blood. Sorry for all the crap I put you through, characters!

I currently have 3 Adult Romance books released: Beauty in the Breakdown, Barloc, and Lucky Seven.

You can e-mail me at: ELEsch01@gmail.com. I hope to hear from you!

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Through blurry eyes, Noah Barloc stares out at a world torn asunder by chaos and war. He’s been wandering in it far too long, alone and starving. He slumps down beside the rubble of some building, prepared to accept the end. The shadowy figure of a man appears on the horizon right before Noah's world goes dark. Noah awakens in this man’s home, and learns the world is not so broken as he thought. Mankind has built cities underground and is thriving. Noah looks to his savior, Ban Reed, for guidance in this new world.

Ban is a hardened survivor of the Last War. He makes his living building bionic limbs for other survivors who, like him, lost limbs to the War, and hides his true, caring nature behind a cold, sarcastic facade. But for reasons unknown to Noah and Ban's friends, Ban invites Noah into his home to recuperate, and then teaches Noah the trade of building exceptional bionics so that he can support himself.

A recent bad breakup turns Ban from a one-man show into a loose cannon that brings home a new sexual partner every night. Noah has come to care for Ban, to see past his cold exterior into that warm, caramel center. Noah can’t stand hearing the sounds of Ban's nightly sexual romps, and can't help wondering why Ban refuses him when he’s the one willing to give Ban the love and devotion he knows deep down that Ban wants.

Lucky Seven

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Dante Mathers, college student, fifth year, has a track record for being dishonest with himself, and is about to undergo the biggest, scariest change of his life.

Dante's forced himself to go out with girls in the past and he does it again when he's approached by the beautiful Serena one day on campus, desperate to prove to himself that he's "normal." But when he loses a drinking contest and is dared to go to the next campus GLBT meeting by his best friend, he’s not sure how to handle it. Sure, he could blow it off and say he went, but something nagging at the back of his mind compels him to go anyway. After all, he’s had problems with intimacy in the past and his first crush was a boy in high school. But is he really forcing himself to go, or is he finally starting to be honest with himself? No need to overthink this, Dante tells himself. It'll be get in, get out. No need to talk to anyone. Easy, right?

But then he meets Sven. Sexy, toned, wearing a leather jacket with spiked up bleach-blond hair, Sven's bad-boy flare sticks out on campus and catches Dante's eye. But there's more to Sven than his punkish looks, and Dante's about to find out all the sultry little details.

Beauty in the Breakdown

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Luke Martin Cleary isn't out of the closet to his brother, and that's always been okay since he isn't involved. Then he meets Rowan, a fragile man with a dark past and one hot body. But Rowan's heart and body are broken and guarded, and it's going to take a lot of love to touch someone so completely untouchable. Literally.

Rowan Wilheim Nails is a man in pain. Ever since an abusive falling out with his ex-boyfriend, he's developed a phobia of being touched by another person--a phobia of being hurt again. So when Luke and Rowan meet at a bar and end up at Luke's apartment later on, Rowan is skeptical of spending the night in Luke's bed. There's only one thing he can do to make touching Luke's skin bearable--get drunk.

Luke hates Rowan's coping method, but how can he help change it when he doesn't understand Rowan's situation? By getting involved, he decides, even if that means divulging his secret to his brother. And so Luke begins breaking Rowan and his walls down, slowly and tenderly and maybe a little more roughly in the bedroom, but definitely without hurting him again. No matter how long it takes or how untouchable Rowan claims to be, Luke is determined to heal Rowan so that one day there'll be nothing between their hearts but each other's skin.

Don't have an E-Reader? No Problem!

If you can't afford or simply do not like to use portable E-readers (or do not have an Apple product), there's another way you can enjoy Beauty in the Breakdown and other great books from Loose Id at home or on the go from your PC!

This program is called Adobe Digital Editions (published only by the Adobe corporation). It can be found here:


The program allows you to read E-books as you would on an E-reader. It is easy to use and easy to register, and completely free.

Simply open Adobe Digital Editions after downloading it from the Adobe website. Then after downloading an E-book from a retail site, save the file on your PC somewhere you can find it later. Open the location where you have saved the file, and click and drag it to the main Adobe Digital Editions window (this requires Adobe DE to be open and running). Now anytime you open Adobe DE again, your book(s) will be there waiting for you. Simply click the one you want and begin reading!

Note: Your books will only open properly in Adobe DE if you keep your E-book files on the PC you use Adobe DE on. Adobe DE cannot recognize content not in the files of your computer, so make sure to never delete your saved E-book files.

*For more detailed info, click on the website written above!*

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